Bernard actually proposed a month ago you see... and this was how it went down.
I was expecting the everlasting rose in our room already so I wasn't really in a rush to see it cos I knew it was there. But when I saw it, i saw the ring in the jar, on the rose. THE RING. And as oblivious and gong as I was , I went, "Oh, what's this ring for? You buy rose they give you for free ah?"
" NO! It's a proposal ring ok, I customise from scratch one you know?"
Me being me, " Oh is it?" And continued to try it on my ring hand. Struggling to fit it in, he went " Hello engagement ring is on your right hand one ok" and then he put it on for me.
"But, I don't even like pink.."
It took me a good few minutes and even instastorying it down that he was FOR REAL.
"DEAR WHERE IS BRYAN? WHY IS BRYAN NOT HERE TO TAKE PHOTOS? WHAT IS THISSSS??"
Hahahaha fuck me right? The next morning I still asked, " Dear you really proposing is it?"
Him, " You want or don't want?"
Me, " I WANT LA OF COURSE I WANT"
Okay la not that I don't love the ring, pink just isn't my colour. But, I got used to it and I love it now! I even changed my nails from red to pink ok!
Back then, no one really knew except some. In fact I was very confused. Am I engaged now? Was that really going to be his proposal? I thought long and hard and decided, you know let's just do a simple shoot so we can announce it to everyone. No surprises needed, no hassle, fuss free.
So eventually we did plan to have a photoshoot during our batam trip since Bryan was there and we kinda had an idea of what to do.
A month later, Batam came and I wasn't really expecting anything. Just worrying if he could wake up for the sunrise. Lol. So we spent last evening singing karaoke and drinking and then half the group said they were going up first to rest. So OK LOR LEAVE LOR.
When it was our turn to go back to our room, all I could think was " ok time to play Pictureaka and get more beer, hopefully the rest wouldn't die and join us"
We opened the room and I saw lights.. like white Christmas lights. I'm like OMG. And then I saw everyone else hiding behind the bed. OMG I CAN'T EVEN. I was so shocked I ended up laughing cos... natural reflex for me to do when I'm stunned is to laugh heh.
Love always, S.